I cant take it.

I miss you so much Luke Taylor, You really were my best friend, I wish you were still alive, Its been over a 2 years now, this is so hard, I’ve lost everyone. I wish I could talk to you. you’re the only one who listens to me and helps, I wish I was there for you when you got hit by that car, I know there’s no way hell I could have known but still, You were all I had. You, Rose and my dad were everything to me and you are all gone. Even my friends that are still alive… I lost sam to her boyfriend and I lost Christina because she turned out to be fake and maria cuz she changed. I don’t even want to live anymore if I can’t have at least one of you back in my life, I want everything back to normal, I can’t take this anymore, I’m going to lose my mind again and god knows what stupid thing i’ll do.